Saturday, December 23, 2006
u noe ive been reading a lot of books these past daes bcos of boredom n the fact tat im v v free.. bt the issue i wanna mention briefly is about hw many of the books written r based on soul searching.. how one tend to lose a sense of understanding of his/her identity as they enter marriage life.. the routined lifestyle n the fact tat one tends to lose the excitement n passion one has their partners after being married for so many years.. n tats wen they start to somehow expand themselves n haf affairs.. i wanted to do a research based on the statistics of how many adults actually commit adultery(bt its 9am n im lazy).. i mean lets face facts, im sure theres whole lot rite? i mean u read in newspaper or even haf the knowledge abt hw apeks go for china or vietnamese mistresses n the malay pakciks will go batam.. isnt it scary tinking tat it mite happen to u? tat we r to trust our partners to stay wif us till death do us part n later juz to noe tat they actually break tat trust n suddenly u feel ur world juz changed into a different one? hu n where is the person tat one married? the dissapointment n the hurt of ur beliefs(of ur partner) being wronged.. being cheated by a bf/gf is a different matter coz marriage means tat u practically gave ur whole life to ur partner.. its almost lyk ure reborn bcos the process requires u to learn a whole lot of things such as adapting to sumone new(u use to adapt to ur parents wae of living which bcomes urs) so as to accommodate both u n ur partner.. n the worse is wen children r involve.. wen they start to noe abt this affairs.. one thing for sure, i dont tink children r ever to young to understand the fact tat one of their parents r cheating on the other.. sumtimes they pretend they dont see it, but thier parents can never noe hw much tat event can scar them deeply.. i guess we cant reli tink much into it rite.. its one of those tings in life tat u juz haf to take risks.. we can never noe the future n neither can all of us haf the rite guys.. *shrugs* nt everyone gt the priviledge of reading this n feels nuthing of it..
ok so time to b joyous now rite? haha.. some how time is been passing so fast n we're ending 2006 soon.. not as if its such a big deal tat we're entering a new year(cos we shud actually follow Islam's calender for Muslims) bt its a gd year for me to start cos im geared up n readi to start skool.. its been a pretty tough year bt im thankful cos everything tat happened had made me a better person to God Insyallah.. tats the wae i feel lar.. a bit better..
dunia adalah hanya setitik air.. haha.. not bad ar.. i still remember! ok gonna end here now.. haf fun pplen take cares! =))
*everything changes bcos u chose to act selfishly*
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